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Backwater

by Justin Gordon

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1.
when i was young and hungry and every sunset was new i had to taste every bottle and fall asleep in the dew the hills tumbled on like a river time fluttered by just like a feather that floated down to the coast where i saw the curve of the sea i crossed many great nations, sleeping behind the gas stations thumb supplicated in patience, i hummed tunes to myself but i got tired of singing it seemed the words had no meaning so i just started running from here to there and back again i ended up in the mountains where the trees sang in the wind crouched down by the woodstove just happy having something to tend i was as dry as boot leather as resolute as a desert lonely like a lake loon and happy just to stay that way, goddamn.
2.
Cabin Life 02:56
when you scrunch up your nose just like that just like you did in the picture of when you were four with your mickey mouse ears on and your eyes cast down and to the left side with a little smile turning the corner of your mouth up just like that if you had a completely different life would you still be the same? someone dropped the needle on lou reed he was talking about walking on the wild side i could feel the cold coming in from outside through the thin window pane and everybody's laughing in the kitchen i'm just leaned against the wall then i heard the floor boards creaking as you came across the floor i drove the blue goose two days without stopping had a hitcher with a long distance girlfriend i dropped him off in cleveland and i set out for maine you were sitting on the stoop when i pulled in you had such an easy smile after all those miles it wasn't so hard to know what to do the future will never find a way in here cause i got no electricity but i'll leave a lamp burning for you my dear just to find your way home
3.
the night was your queen when you walked her streets pitter patter down the alleys in your flip flop feet you're stepping in time to your own heartbeat when you were young and one wrong turn could kill your lifelong dreams cause the moment's always more decisive than it seems but the puddles shone to guide you supernaturally when you were young gently, sweetly, the wind blows the elm trees the leaves show their bellies and whisper possibilities Frank's Live Bait's just a beacon in the night giving you the guts to put up one last fight you're throwing punches in the dark, there's not a soul in sight when you were young and the transformer's hum could drive a man insane but there's a keg party geiger counter in my brain the night is one half potential and it's one half shame when you were young sweetly, softly, the crickets sing to nobody you stumble home drunkenly and dream of possibilities your life is one half glory and it's one half pain running buck naked through the pouring rain you don't know quite where you're going, you're just trying to get away when you were young cause the night was your queen when you walked her streets and the city throbs and pulses underneath your feet but the future was as dizzy as the summer heat when you were young
4.
Simple Man 04:01
i guess you can say i'm a simple man i take my pleasures where i can but you can run there and back again it's who you got that matters in the end in the end is just another way of saying you never stop to think about it when the day ends the rest of the time most of us are just doing what we can trying to get up a couple bucks and get us a piece of land a piece of land, that's where i do my living i'm gathering up all the things that i was given i nail them all together and that's where i call home but home is nothing but a house without someone to love she was walking in the park, wondering where to go and the leaves fell all around her, like she was in a snow globe he walked beside her and he wondered what to do and his thoughts piled all around him but that's nothing new
5.
Stones 02:06
walking home through soft beds of needles you stoop to roll stones into their resting places all the while, with no human eyes to observe them they will stay there just as you have laid them there they lay as young girls grow into women they remain while nations fall into ruin they grow mossy beards on their dark faces or lay in ashes in their resting places
6.
Wilderness 03:35
now i lay me down to sleep just like my mama told me i pray the lord my soul to keep, hoping darkness overtakes me if i should die before i wake, would i really even know it? i pray the lord my soul to take, at least that's how my mama told it i'm heading out into the night, far from the city lights to a place where i can stay where there's no one around and there's nothing to say cause when you're talking to yourself, you don't need nobody else to pick you up or bring you down what you thought you found was always around now i'm lying here on the sheet, i bend my ear to the cicada try like hell just to get some sleep and save everything for later just head out in to the woods, it'll do your head some good and leave your history behind there's something to be said for some peace of mind when you're living by yourself, you don't need nobody else to bring you up or bring you down what you thought you lost was always around when you're talking to yourself, you don't need nobody else to pull you up or put you down what you thought you found was always around
7.
88 Corolla 02:25
she was an 88 corolla with a death wish born on an unpaved county road rust ate up her fenders like cancer she was sacked out and riding low we'd been playing bar gigs in the southlands we were washed up with no place to go so we hung a hard left off of I-10 west and crossed into old mexico we had her pedal to the metal across the nueces plains we held our breath till the sun went down down in potosi state, we rolled in late into some little mountain town well, my mama always said i had no direction and i just pointed south as long as we've got something in the gas tank we'll drive her till the road runs out she was an 88 corolla with a carburetor she ran like she had nothing to lose passing sugar cane trucks on the switchbacks of the trans sierra madre routes we parked her up on a clifftop looking over old pacifico well, the grass grows round her fenders she's just waiting for someplace to go
8.
Elders 03:41
the time has come to lay down our guns and walk with me down to the sea you can save a few trinkets from the past but burn your cash, it'll never last the mayans know, they carved it into stone the elders say that time has just begun so walk with me down to the sea the elders say, the wheel rolls on and on we walk towards the setting of the sun hand in hand down to the sea as the smoke blows over the hill every blade of grass seems unreal as you and i, we remember how to feel after all that noise, we were just two boys they say the sea, she has no memory she'll take us in, it's where we need to be so walk with me down to the sea
9.
Quiet Things 03:19
electricity was a flighty bird they had tamed for awhile she's a damn sight tamer than she was when they pulled her from the sky they wrote their names in ones and zeroes stored somewhere in the cloud they forgot their family histories and were scared to speak out loud their heads were bent in concentration to their little light-up screens as they gathered more information stumbling through the streets they watched actors reinvent their lives as they smiled with plastic teeth they were all dressed up for the camera's eye and the rest they hid beneath when the grid went down for the final time it was a blessing in disguise well, the lights went out and the screens went black as the pigeons filled the sky though the shop fronts burned on the boulevard there was a crispness in the air as a thousand eyes looked to the skies finally seeing what was there the mountains looked down from their stoic peaks the valley held us in her hands taking pity on the animals who tried to rule the land now i watch them out by the tree line as they search for kindling it puts me in mind of a simpler time when we loved the quiet things
10.
Riohacha 03:52
on the warm and rainy coast we came to search for things we lost back in that desperate century now they're washed out in the floods and they're spattered with the blood of mosquitoes, needles and disease on the coast of old New Spain a bleary light shines through the rain calling both the sacred and profane an ancient city built from stone has breached its walls and its overgrown with grids of concrete cutting into clay so that city calls us in to exploit its carnival of sin kids and junkies running in the streets all the while behind our backs the vines are covering up our tracks as the jungle sighs and shimmers in the heat i miss the bougainvillea and the clanging of the iron old men playing chess down in the park but there's strange blood in my veins and i've forgotten all the names like phantom limbs aching in the dark engines run on gasoline two gum tires and a vinyl seat and a throttle wound up as far as it'll go we chart asphalt trajectories we connect unknown points A to B and we draw the maps on napkins as we go our passports got all waterlogged so we left them lying like two stray dogs on the road from riohacha we got lost but that's just how it's meant to be buzzing through a tunnel of mango trees in the sick sweet smell of rot and burnt exhaust on the warm and rainy coast we ply the air like two thin ghosts in this good night air a man can breathe the locusts sing our homesick song and our yamahas hum right along and for the moment, we are free
11.
The Beach 03:39
out on the beach feelin the heat got here last week gettin sand on my feet i can't remember a time when i felt so free as i did this week out on the beach i met some folks at a bonfire last night we walked barefoot down the coast to the next little group of lights slept in the sand i woke up with the sun and i gathered my things headed back down the beach back on the beach and i'm lovin the heat and i've been here all week gettin sand on my feet swim in the sea when the sun is hangin low the salt sticks to me but everything else washes off i said i was goin to leave but the bus leaves so damned early guess i'll spend another night out on the beach out on the beach feelin the heat got here last week gettin sand on my feet...

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A rock and roll juggernaut of the end times, bowing low to entropy and chaos with a world-weary chuckle. The only album by Justin Gordon that includes all three biblical bugs: crickets, cicadas and locusts.

Recorded in sheds and garages and mastered to a two-track reel-to-reel tape machine. Rust never sleeps.

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released January 11, 2019

Many thanks to the players Dave Hampton, Jef Fretwell, Ellen Williamson. Also since I produced the whole thing myself and am fairly deaf from using power tools, I would like to thank Nic McNamara and Nick David for their ears and sound systems

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